i smile but ppl just see through it. Doesn`t matter how hard I work, or how hard I try to change for the better, everything eventually goes to shit...I can`t avoid it, lord knows I can`t stop it. Of course, things WILL get better (over time), but I can`t hide from the delinquent I already am and the attitude I possess; I know where I came from, and I grew up hard...I was raised to respect the people and to not take shit from them. I`ll respect those who respect me. And as far as fighting goes, i don`t need to prove myself to anyone. My exterior says nothing. I am proud of where I`m from and who i am, I don`t go off running scared; I stay to finish what needs to be done.